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| Birds flying high, you know how I feel Sun in the sky, you know how I feel Breeze driftin' on by, you know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life for me And I'm feelin' good I'm feelin' good
Fish in the sea, you know how I feel River runnin' free, you know how I feel Blossom on the tree, you know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life for me And I'm feelin' good
Dragonfly out in the sun, you know what I mean, don't you know Butterflies all havin' fun, you know what I mean Sleep in peace when the day is done, that's what I mean And this old world is a new world And a bold world for me For me C'mon lets go For me
Stars when you shine, you know how I feel Scent of the pine, you know what I mean Oh freedom is mine and I know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life It's a new life for me And I'm feelin' so good I'm feelin' good I feel so good Now, I feel so good
"change is the only constant"
looking back on all of my entries from the past. a definite change/progression is super evident.
things are constantly moving yet sometimes you just wanna keep things/situations/friendships the same. this is quite a difficult aspect of life to deal with in my opinion. its always about moving forward, bigger and better things they say, and facing new challenges and meeting new people blah blah etc. but what if i don't wanna haha where is the damn pause and reflect button. can i get a picture in picture and focus on more than one aspect of my life at a time?
some people i've been getting closer to lately have really shown me what's out there and that its ok to focus on other things that are going on and not harp on the things you can't control. i can't control the things i want to from the past, but i can always help influence and try and establish new kinds of relationships with the more seasoned people in my life.
losing touch is a scary thing, i didn't realize how bad it was until looking back now. the speed and plain swiftness of how quickly things turn; sometimes it for the better on rare occasions when you can just be cool with people that you weren't too close to before. on the flip side, for the most part its about being left behind or leaving someone else behind whether you know it or not.
i have a new found focus in life nowadays its time to get my goals and everything in order. can't let things i can't control affect me in negative ways any longer. its time for change once again and this time i'm gonna be doing most of the changing for once and not shy away but embrace it.
new style. new attitude. better body. better mind. amazing friends/family.
fyi: there are some people that i would REALLY like to get closer with again and some people that i think i am gonna get closer with in general without much effort. | | |
| March is a cool month. theres aalec, spring break and an awesome birthday.
I was just looking back on old photos during my birthdays and it so great to see how everyone was and how they have changed. for the better in a lot of instances haha. i look at someone in each photo and remember how they were at that time and its nice to be able to recall those good times, when life wasn't so serious. the rare moments when someone can forget about anything that is wrong and just enjoy time with people they care about is an amazing thing. with each passing year, things change, people change, shit happens, the past doesn't change. but through it all, the memories of the better days and the potential for even more memorable moments in time will be a constant. you always gotta remember where you came from, who supported you, the efforts of others, and know that even through the years people/friends will always have those memories along with you. everything turns out for the best, at least i hope it does. good memories vs. bad memories. which one do you think wins out?
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19th
 theres always random wrestling during the parties somehow haha some of the happiest days of my life woohoo sorry for the rambling. | | |
| "Three things of life that are most valuable -Love, self-confidence & friends."
It's a great feeling when you have everything you'll ever need. | | |
| whats new everyone? how's life? school? work? -plans for the week: haircut, shopping for homecoming and costume for work on halloween, NG homecoming game friday and then the grand ole dance on saturday. ebay is awesome by the way.
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